David Allen has revealed how a battle with depression is behind his decision to put his promising boxing career on hold.
The 23-year-old Doncaster man has cancelled a scheduled fight
this weekend and will spend time away from the ring to seek help for
mental health issues.Allen had extended Dillian Whyte to 10 rounds in a July points defeat and was considered one of Britain's upcoming heavyweight prospects.
"It wasn't losing the fight that effected me. You go back to the normal life and gambling has always filled the void.
"There are fighters who have achieved a lot more than I have, they reach for drugs and other things, and gambling is a big crutch of mine.
"I don't think like it's something I can give 100 per cent, due to these issues. It's hard, because I may be two or three fights from a big fight."
"It's difficult, because that's the kind of side that everyone sees," he said. "The only people that don't see that are my close friends and family.
"It's difficult keeping that facade up, 24-7, all the time. When a bad day does come, all that goodness disappears and the bad comes in.
"I 100 per cent will box again at some point, because that's what I love to do. But it's just not giving me any stability in my life right now and that's what I need.
"If a man like myself can go through this, then anyone else can, because I'm a pretty hard man. I used to be ashamed and hide away from it, but now if I've got a problem, I don't even care. If I'm struggling, I need to see someone.
"It's easier when people know what you're going through, because then they understand and appreciate what is happening."
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